Thursday, December 14, 2006 10:00 Y
hello & good morning...finally changed the skin...had a hard time doing it...haha...reason being, hmm...i donno...well,i've been feeling a little down these few days & i donno why...maybe i'm just over-reacting abt something...hmm...so my prepaid's gone low again...but at least i used it for 3 weeks & not 2...& maybe i'm gonna get a new phone soon! with this,it means that i can't contact him...haiz..but it's ok..anyway, he'll be going to indonesia soon...maybe nxt week...or maybe he'll not be going at all...i'm not sure...i'm just not in the mood these few days...even yesterday when i was chatting with him...i'm just afraid of losing him again...actually,why should i? i'm not even sure what's his feelings towards me...maybe it's just a wishful thinking of my part...that's absolutely possible...& i had a very weird dream last night...i dreamt that abg & kakak saw us together...how can that be possible?
nvm...i'm really gonna miss him...i really love him despite the fact that he broke my trust once...people may think that i'm being foolish.but to me, it doesn't matter...
oh..& i've already bought my sch books two days ago...f*** them la...the books are SOOOO thick sia...being thick that means it's VEERRRYYYY heavy! are they trying to kill us??? haiya...wdv la...
till den...toodles...