Sunday, February 18, 2007 12:20 Y
Hey pple. U guys know something? I've finally realised that I still love T***. No one can replace him in my heart. However hard I try to forget him, I just can't. I'm deceiving myself. Farrah knows how I feel & I'm really thankful to have an understanding friend like her. And not forgetting ani too. They undestand my feelings, tolerated with my nonsense & my mood swings. I LOVE U GERLS! All the memories with him all came flashing back into my mind bit by bit. They will conquer my mind & I can't do anything to stop it. I've been trying hard not to cry & give in to those memories but I don't know for how long it will last. All those stories I told about me liking someone are not true. I was deceiving to myself. Trying to tell the whole world that I no longer love him with thoughts that I would forget him. But unfortunately, nothing can change the fact that I do still love him. Farrah, I need ur help! Ani, I need some advise! True when I said that by seeing
DADA & razzy can make my trouble go away, but I can't possibly keep them by my side for the rest of my life, can I?