Thursday, April 05, 2007 20:35 Y
Hey! First of all,
HAPPY B'DAE TO ME!!! Hehe. Thnx pple for all the presents & wishes! Love u guys truckloads! Congrats to evg CO for winning silver in the syf! Thnx chee yong, wen hao & jeff! Thnx to u guys, there's no vocab test! Hahaha. Thnx for the b'dae songs too guys. Shaq & loii were the ones who initiated it during SS. But wen hao & my
DADA were the ones who started singing it during recess. The rest followed on. Good melody btw, wen hao. New song huh? Haha. Thnx once again. & thnx for the
PUBLIC b'dae song wen hao, liwi, chee yong, loii & khaliq when u guys sang it at the mrt station. I truly appreciated it.
But sadly, on this special day, I sprained my ankle during P.E lesson. Haiz. But I'm really touched with the care & concern showed by my frens & classmates. Even abdullah & saiful azwan were asking what happened to me. Dan, shaq & ted too. Dan was like, "mira, asl dgn kaki kau? kau ok tk?" Haha. He didn't even let me carry the heavy things. So swit. He kept asking me if I was ok & even asked me what I wanted for my b'dae. So swit la u guys! Love u all so much!
After plenty of consideration, I think I want to learn to let him go. When dan asked me what I wished for, I didn't dare to answer. Coz my wish was for him to come back into my life again. But truth is, that's just a wishful thinking part from me. I know very well that it's not going to happen. So why in the world must I hang on again & again, wishing for him to come back? Sometimes, the more I think about him, I just feel insulted & humiliated. I'm begining to hate him. But I don't want it to ever happen. So I guess the best way is just to erase him from my life & pretend that he nvr existed. I've waited & kept holding on like no one's business. I feel like I'm such a
FOOL! Serious. Come what may. I just want to move on! Pls! Let me move on & get out from my life!
STOP making my life miserable. If u are here just to make me miserable, then I suggest u better get away! I mean it!