Saturday, April 28, 2007 19:32 Y
This entry is specially dedicated to
YOU. [ I've nothing against the girl okay!]I've finally seen ur true colours. I thought u were different from the other guys. But truth is, u are just like them. Typical guys. U are nothing more than a hypocrite. I guess u call all the girls in ur life
TWEETY. Weird how human's minds works huh? If u are reading this, u must be wondering what on earth I'm talking about. Or maybe u know what I'm talking about if it hits u on the right nerve. That is if u are still a human & has feelings. Yes, I admit that I've clean forgotten about u. That's still true. U are officially out of my life, vocab & dictionary cause I'm so over u.
I really pity ur current girl. Oh wait! U must be wondering how in the world I find out. Well, u see, if u can send "spies" to spy on ur girlfriends, then why can't I? Hmm. But I won't stoop so low as to do that immoral thing and rob away people's privacies like u do. Oops. Did I just blurt out that? Sorry. To delay the suspense, I'll just tell u something that might ring a bell. Remember the time when I shocked u with the facts that I know about u & that girl? But till now, u don't know my source. That's where I know about things. Surprised? I'm not trying to boast myself but informations just come to me without my consent.
" I dh tknk ade mataer. Blm ready la. Tkde mase pn nk carik. I nk concentrate on my studies. "Remember that line? That was what u said to me. The things that u said are still etched in my memory okay. Remember the "deal" we once made? Which one of us will find a partner first; which one of us will forget each other first? Yup. I still remember those little details. I remember saying that history would repeat itself & that u will clean forget about me. How true! It really did happen. U left me wounded all alone to suffer. So that's why u "disappeared into thin air" for months. Enjoying life with another person while I was left alone to mend my broken heart. How wonderful! Congrats cause u've succeeded.
I don't give it a damn if u have a new girl. I know I've no right. We nvr really started anyway. Is it me or did I notice the undeniable similarities between me & her? Hmm. I really wonder. But sad to say, I think the real victim here is her. She doesn't know that her
BELOVED guy has
NO ORIGINALITY at all. Fancy calling her the name that he's given to people.
" U are my only tweety. No one can be my tweety. "Doesn't it sounds familiar. Combining the names was my idea too. What's that suppose to mean? How many other girls have u deceived huh? No comments. After all, u are marked as a
CASANOVA though I have to admit that sometimes u are true to one. With that looks of yours, it's no wonder a lot of hearts have been broken and that includes mine.
I don't know if the decision that I'm going to make is going to make me regret. But I still choose it anyway. I've made up my mind to sever all ties with u. Be it frens, cousins and what-nots. I'm sorry if u think that I'm being unfair & that u are going to hate me. Since when have u been fair to me. Is it fair that u broke my heart not once but TWICE?! No. I don't think it's not fair. Not at all. I hope I won't fall for u again for the third time. I won't allow my heart to be broken for the third time by u. Never. I'll just take it that u nvr existed in my life. Once is nvr enough for u i guess. In fact maybe even twice is not enough. That's just so u. Nvr learn from past experiences & mistakes. So, just go away & stop bothering me. Have u ever felt how it's like to be heartbroken twice by the same person. I bet the answer is no cause that's what u are doing. Inflicting pain on other people.
U came into my life two years ago just like that. U came when I was at the lowest point of my life. U gave me hopes but just to crush them all away. U went out from my life the same way when u entered. It took me whole 9 months to forget u. I don't know why it took me so long to forget u. I was about to succeed in erasing u from my life when u came barging into my life again seeking for my forgiveness for what u've done. I should have followed my gut feeling and ignored u. But still, I did otherwise. U were the one who made me believe in love again. U opened my heart to accept love & to trust guys. I did. But just to suffer again. Cause u are also the one who broke my heart & trust. U left a wounded heart to bleed. U are also the person who made me seal my heart again. Yes, it's u!
But still, I want to thank you for the wonderful memories. Thank you for making me feel loved. Thank you for making me realise the real me. And most importantly, thank you for those
EMPTY PROMISES & LIES.