Monday, May 28, 2007 09:18 Y
That was the question I asked myself last night. I was listening to my mp3 & suddenly all those memories came back. Like all of them. I cried my hearts out. In the dark & all alone in the room. Can't help it. As that date's drawing nearer, the more heartbroken I'll feel. It is over. I did forget about those times. But sometimes, they come running wild in your mind uninvited. Why? Why me? Why must I keep thinking about those times when I'm happy with my life right now. I'm happy with all the people ard me now. They light up my life. I love them to bits & pieces. Seriously. Still, that's not enough to not remember those things. I burst out into tears when listening to this song by Lestari. It's an old song which really had a big impact on my life.
SEKELIP MATA KAU BERUBAHSyahdunya ku rasa di saat ini
Suasana sepi membisu
Tersentuh hatiku dibuai kenangan lalu
Ingin kuluahkan hasrat di hatiku
Sudikah mendengarnya
Sebenarnya engkau masih ku sayang
Biarpun tak dapat bersama
Kau masih kurindu seperti waktu dahulu
Aku mengharap agar engkau mengerti
Curahan rasa ini
Jika engkau sedang hidup bahagia
Jangan kau lupakan diriku
Yang terdampar kesepian
Ku dilambung ombak rindu
Yang hanyut dalam kelemasan
Mengapakah aku masih menunggu
Dan masih menagih kasihmu
Dirimu di mana... cuma aku yang terus
Sabar menantimu tanpa jemu
Dulu kau menumpang kasih
Lalu kuberimu harapan
Sekelip mata kau berubah
Oh... begitulah lumrahnya percintaan