Wednesday, July 25, 2007 16:52 Y
Okay. I'm like totally pissed off with everything right now. People around me just sucks like alot so suddenly. Truthfully, I think liwi's the only true friend I have now. A friend in need is a friend indeed. The rest are mainly friends which I personally think I can live without. But without liwi, I feel that my world will come crashing down. ILY liwi! & I really mean it. The other three guys in my life are equally important to me. Razzy, shazwan & daryan, believe me when I say you guys are my precious gems & treasures. (: & Of coz liwi too. & If what I feared all along is true, then I won't take things lying down. I know I have no right. If it's other people who has a heart on my dearest, then I'm okay with it but unfortunately not you. (: So before I find out the truth which I will, I suggest you back off. Thank you! Your co-operation is much appreciated. & I'm sorry if it's not true.
Now, back to my personal life. Like what I used to say, problems keep knocking on my door repeatedly. One after another. Uninvited guests. & I just find it difficult to solve these problems that are up on my sleeve. Friends, family, school & personal problems. My mind is in a whirl right now. Trying to get things right. But somehow I feel that it's impossible for me to do so. I'm UTTERLY tired with all these. Can't they just go away from my life? These problems have got nothing to do with my past. Seriously, it's mainly my present situation that bothers me. My past are history now & I'm proud to say that I finally managed to get over him. But now, the present is making my life turn upside down. At some point of time, I feel confuse over things. Why can't I just get the answers to these problems & questions???