Friday, September 28, 2007 15:34 Y
Can someone please bring this guy in the picture back to me? I really do miss this Mohd Naszrul bin Mohd Helmi. I want the old him back. I WANT MY BESTIE BACK!!!I'm truly & utterly disappointed with you liwi. Seeing the way you are right now just breaks my heart into a million pieces. It's like having thousands of daggers going through my heart right now. It's hurts me so much seeing you now. What happened to the sweet & caring guy that I used to know? Where's the guy that used to be by my side whenever I'm down? I'm not restricting you in any way bro. You are afterall the bestest friend in my life. & In case you don't know, my life would be meaningless without you & your jokes. Gosh, I'm trying to hold back my tears right now. I know you are not reading this but I'm pretty sure someone is; your sister. I honestly don't want anything untoward to happen to our 6 years old friendship. In fact, our friendship will turn 7 in a couple of months time. I really treasure the laughters & sorrows we shared liwi. You can be as crazy & retarded as you want, that's fine by me. But please, have limits. That's what made me hurt. You know I can't live without you. But weirdly enough, it's kind of easy for you to forget someone whom you know for like half of your life & be close to another person whom you know for like a year or two. I don't want to go on any further for fear that I'll just burst into pools of tears. & To eiiqah, if you are reading, please convey the message to your brother, thank you. (:
I just want the old you back cause that guy is dearly missed by me.
with love,
`mira<3
`mira<3