I honestly don't know what's in store for me. I might not even live to see tomorrow. Who knows. I've done what I have to do. I've apologised to you for God knows how many times. & I'm going to do just that for as long as I live & till you say something. Seriously, it's killing me. Both you giving me a cold shoulder & my sickness. I admit I'm in denial, I told you that. Please spare a thought for me cause I don't want to believe anything you said with regards to that one word. & I guess that one word has caused all this misunderstandings. I have to type all this cause there's no other way for me to tell you. You wouldn't listen to my explanations & you just won't reply my messages. I don't want to live with regrets. Especially if it's something to do with you. I've been having sleepless nights because of the nightmares that you are going say goodbye to me. Yes, that's true & I'm bloody not making up stories. I've already pointed out that it was my
STUPID & SILLY mistake. & Damn, I just can't make you believe it. Of course, I can't force you. But trust me, you are the only one that I trust wholeheartedly &
I SWEAR THAT'S TRUE!