Tuesday, January 29, 2008 21:04 Y
This will be my last entry before going MIA. I swear! I just need to let out my feelings right here, right now!
You're a jerk & I mean a big one too! Good that you think you're one. That's an ease of mind. I don't care a hoot about whoever is reading this. If this is the way you want to end this friendship then I'll grant you your wish. I don't see why I should be giving in again when I've done nothing. If you want to maintain your reputation among your so-called BESTFRIENDS this way, fine, go ahead. Yeah,if people who've been insulting & talking behind your back are what you call bestfriends then GOOD for you. Let's just see for how long you'll live with them. I don't care if you; the whole class; the whole school or even the whole world are going to hate me. I seriously don't care coz at the end of the day, you'll still be alone. You can't be bringing your FRIENDS along when you pass on, can you? Just wake up & look around you. Stop being naive. If what I'm saying right now is being "emo" to you, then whatever. You can't stop me from saying what I want to & I definitely can't stop you from being NAIVE. You know the meaning of ungrateful? Well, you're the example of one. You're one guy who doesn't appreciate people. You don't have to entertain me coz I never asked you to. This event is actually a blessing in disguise, you know why? I'm glad it happened now than later so that I can concentrate on my studies & don't have to ENTERTAIN people like you. UNGRATEFUL, HEARTLESS, PATHETIC & NAIVE! That's what you really are now. You're not the person that I once knew. The caring, lively & loving guy is still inside you somewhere, I know & I can feel it. I'm waiting for that person to reappear. I'll be welcoming that person with open arms but not you. You're just someone who is in his body. & I wish that you'll just find someone else's body to live in & not his! You should know me better than anyone else. I'll not let the person who make my life miserable get away scot-free. Ever heard the saying "Women are vicious creatures when provoked" ? Don't blame me if I become one. Coz trust me, your life as well as your friends' lifes WON'T be easy!