Saturday, May 16, 2009 19:31 Y
A rollercoster week for me. A fucking hectic week with a mixture of feelings. I really need to do something with this mood swings of mine. The only people who can handle my mood swings are my babes & my dudes. But now, being in a totally different environment, it's hard for me. I can be so happy and cheerful one moment. I can become a totally different person in the next. Somehow every little thing that happened this week reminded me of some things. Even in my state, my classmates still cared and bother asking me whether I was okay. That alone can make me reminisce because it so reminds me of Scorpions. Yes, my class E37A is so much like Scorpions. But no matter how great they are, nothing can ever beat Scorpions. Sometimes I wish that I was back with my Scorpions, but no, reality is that we have to move on. I'm trying my best to do so. E37A has bonded really well, we're so close that I feel like we're family. Again, reminding me of Scorpions. We were strangers to begin with but are family in the next moment. And now, after this semester, we'll have to separate. And I have to go through the toughest ordeal again. I don't wish to go through the process again, it hurts.
Okay, I did have fun too this week apart from all those emotional breakdown I suffered so suddenly. (: Thanks Adam, Ice and to all who gave me a treat this week. Haha. I love my class, they're forever so hyper & that's also the reason why I drag my ass to school everyday. Haha. But I must say, the first two days of week was the best. Monday we had a birthday celebration & on Tuesday, Adam continued it because he wasn't present on Monday. Revenge on his part. Lol. The class was SOOO high on Tuesday. Trust me, it was creepy at first. Adam panicked somehow but everything got better. Thanks to all for the hugs, care & concern and the piggyback ride! I love you guys. I was lucky to be able to meet up with Fatin and Ridzuan yesterday. I missed them a lot! & I miss a lot of people! That hurts!
I miss you bestfriend! I want to meet you SOON! I want to hear you brag about your body! I miss seeing you smile and laugh till you drop. I miss every moment spent with you, and I miss seeing making a fool of me and yourself. I miss you & I love you Naszrul!
I miss you buddy! Thank you still being there for me. Thanks for all the time spent to hear me grumble and whine and complain and cry. Thank you for being the greatest confidant and listening ear. I miss you a lot Shazwan!
with love,
`mira<3
`mira<3