Saturday, June 13, 2009 20:22 Y
I've been pondering over what Ridzuan said last night. I was surprise with his maturity and I was obviously dumbfounded and confounded with what he said. He definitely had a point there when he made that statement. It was true, true enough that I actually couldn't sleep, thinking about it. Maybe he's right afterall. Don't be too "obsessed" and to start thinking for my future. Maybe it's time to let go. I know I've said that I was so over you long ago. But something made me swallow back my own words. Something about you simply makes it hard for me to let go. Something about you just makes me so smitten. Why? If you're meant to be mine, you will or you would have. Time will tell, won't it? I don't know, should I or shouldn't I? Is it worth it? Too many questions, too little answers. You never fail to put a smile on my smile, whether you realise or not. I can never stay mad at you for a long period of time, which is totally weird for me. Also, I wondered about the possibility of another thing that Ridzuan said. Honestly, it made me laugh but at the same time, I wished it was true. Which obviously is not. It's not easy, really, but time will tell the outcome. Tell me something that's unexpected, that will catch me offguard. I'm hoping but at the same time, I won't. Still, thank you for the wonderful memories.