Saturday, December 19, 2009 19:38 Y
I've been trying my best to stay within the boundaries. It's hard for the fact that I never used to have these unforeseen limitations. And just when I am trying, you managed to penetrate through the barriers I've set. You had to make feel restless, helpless and worried. Yes, I do feel that way. I am still human, I do know how to feel. My only hope is that we remain status quo, and for you to stay safe.
And Shazwan, I miss you ALOT! You're busy, I know. I don't blame you. In fact I was glad that you actually spared some time to ask about me. That was enough, really. And to see you wear that gift I gave you was enough to put a smile on my face. I can never emphasize enough, all I want is for you to be happy. If I have the power to not make you troubled, I would definitely pass them to you. But it's beyond me, and that being said, all I can do is to be here for you just like how you've always been there for me.
Someone said this to me before,
"If I can put a smile on others, it's enough to put a smile on mine." Yes, that's my hope. I totally agree. I'm happy if everyone's happy, especially my loved ones.