`mira <3

Tuesday, October 16, 2007 11:31 Y

I forgot to mention that that jackass messaged me on the first day of raya. I was at my aunt's house when I received his msg. The usual "Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin". I ignored his msg of course. & I was like ''Do you deserve my forgiveness?'' && I admit that my heart now is as hard as steel cause I don't feel a single thing when memories of him came back. I read my old entires about him & I could still laugh instead of feeling sad probably. Weird but true. & Thanks to him, I don't trust guys & I simply can't open up my heart to accept any guys right now. So, thank you for the misery. (: Oh!& Believe it or not, I told you that the girl is older than him. & Yeah, way older. I won't be shocked if the girl is older than the guy a year or two. But ___ years is way too much! Haha. Got the information from his brother. Imagine his girl is older than his own brother? Well, happy imagining. ((; While reading my "ancient" entries about him, I came upon this particular one which I thought made me feel relieved.
http://simplymira.blogspot.com/2007/04/this-entry-is-specially-dedicated-to.html
Back to school tomorrow & I'm so not anticipating anything. && I miss my hubby alot!!!
I MISS DARYAN!):

& I love GuardianAngels.<3
Naszrul&Daryan&Shazwan&Razzy. (:
& I love my girls.
&& I love 3 Commitment.(:

with love,
`mira<3

yours truly

::MIRA ::
attached ♥
My family & friends are my life.
Boyfriend & Girlfriends & Shazwan are my pillars of strength
They make my day;
Without them, I'm nothing.
Without them, I won't be what I am.
I wouldn't ask for anything more.

Vulnerable & insecure.
Sensitive & emotional.
Temperamental & insane.
Mood swings are inevitable;
They are part of me.

Love Me For Who I Am.
Hate Me By All Means.
Respect Me And I'll Respect You.

It is better to be hated for who you are than to be loved for who you are not ♥

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