Monday, October 01, 2007 13:03 Y
Today's the first day of exams. English paper was okay but for whatever reasons, I simply can't concentrate. I was feeling so restless. I cried during the break & I don't know why. But I felt much better after the hugs. Thanks girls for the hugs. Especially elly. Her "anaconda" hug was great. Made me feel better.
Blame it on me if you must. I'll still love you no matter what. You're the bestest friend I've ever had and I really appreciate whatever you've done for me & with me. I can never ask for anything or anyone to replace you if you are really to go away one day. I'll probably breakdown & weep like a small kid. But there's really nothing I can do if that's what you really want. I will defintely treasure the times we shared and the memories we have together. You know you can always count on me if you need any help. Cause fact is, I really do need you in my life. You make up half of my life; you are my brother, my bestfriend, my confidant, my sunshine & my secret keeper. & I really won't know what to do without you. You'll forever be my bestfriend, best pal, best brother & best buddy. If you are wondering why I'm writing all this here instead of telling you, I think you know the answer. It's simply difficult for me to talk to face to face when you are always with them round the clock. I really do need you. & Again, blame it on me if you want to, liwi.
& I love Naszrul; my bestie!& I love Daryan & Shazwan & Razzy.& I love my girls.&& 3 Commitment.Labels: Sorry. Blame it on me.